We want different things

I am submerging myself into something that is so much greater than myself... it is more important than myself, my family, my friends, and even my boyfriend (my best friend).
I wish that some people could understand that. but if they don't, that won't stop me from leaving them behind.
i'm so confused.

Collab Song with Kate (in progress)

Chords

Verse

Amadd9 Gm/Bb 4x

Chorus

C F/C

C Em

C F/C

Em* Dsus2/E Gm/Bb

Lyrics

Verse1:

We trample the moonlight—

we don’t ask questions

of rainbows in spilled milk.

Dreams leak out of the cup

but never run dry

or stain our stubborn bones.

Chorus 1x:

Sour, sweet, or bitter biting,

Just Live hard and love free

Dance naked in the downpour

Drenched in revelry

Verse 2:

Under teacup eyelids

full moon dayglows

Blinking back the stars

Bald knees scraped on asphalt

Puddles in our jeans

mud hearts cake & creep

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Chorus 1x